Is today eat healthy day?

Is today eat-healthy-day? Because the meals I ate today contained very little fat. And none of them are fried ^^

Breakfast: Peanut pancake (the healthy one from coffeeshops)
Lunch: Measly rice, 2 pieces of chicken breast without skin, spoonful of bean sprouts, raddish soup
^Looks like some prison meal lol. Because the other options were some weird green veggies and fish.
Dinner: Rice, scrambled egg with prawn, a piece of capsicum (wtf right), codfishhhh! ^^ And weird herbal soup with mushroom. 3 quater of an apple.

SEE I SO HEALTHY RIGHT. THIS LOOKS LIKE A FREAKIN DIET PLAN.
I actually lost 0.3kg, down to 44.6kg. Yes wtf i became fatter. It's a miracle if I could drop to 43 now! But i think I ate a lot of snacks: Bakkwa, a handful of popcorn, half a vanilla cone, half a prok floss bun T_T if only without the existence of these snacks I would have lost more weight! :(

Actually I don't mine eating like this daily if I could lose weight, i mean it's not that bad actually, it's actually quite filling and you'll feel good eating less :)) And I realised I'm freakin 156cm (as told by my friends because I look taller than people that are 154cm) FYEAH! I'm underweight now yayyyy ^-^
Actually I think the way they calculate your BMI is totally outdated lorh. I think Asians are naturally skinny or something so 40% of the people around me are underweight or smth. Like how could some super fat people be just nice? I think that standard is for adults. If I don't lose weight now i may become fat later when i grow up. Better to lose weight now right!

By the way i'm NOT anorexic/bullimic. This is just losing weight healthily by eating less and exercising more ^-^ I'm not going on cabbage soup diets/ banana apple diets shit. NO. I don't puke my guts out in the toilet bowl. I don't starve myself. Thus, I'm not mentally depressed so please don't ask me to go to a hospital or something -_-

I realised the tip to losing weight is...drinking more water! Drink water to make you full. It can replace snacking. And convince yourself like "Never mind, you can eat in 2 hours!" or "Remember you wanted to lose weight?" Drinking water is a healthy option too. And it has no calories whatsoever.

I do not bond with science.

Get the pun? You know covalent bonds and bonding and stuff? No? Never mind.
I really have a disliking for science. I'm not a science person. I have bad experiences with science since primary school. #ForevergettingBinScience (Except for PSLE)

Why I hate science:

1)My science teachers this year are boring/annoying/noob/ahpek blah blah.

My bio and chem teacher isn't that bad. Except he's a dad and dads are.. boring :/
And now I'm really struggling with physics. Because i've been hating physics the most since last year and the teachers are simply..indescribable. So basically there are two teachers. One is a trainee teacher from NIE, let's name him O, and the other one is some supposedly "experienced" teacher who is in his 50s(?), let's name him P. Firstly I'm sorry, but I don't like trainee teachers because you don't know if he knows his stuff or not or just making it up due to inexperience. Just can't trust them, you know?
And P is plain annoying. He's super discouraging lorh :( Because during science practical we were doing some pinhole experiment on light and he saw me drawing a diagram wrongly. And you guess what he said. "IF YOU DRAW LIKE THAT I'M GOING TO FAINT YOU KNOW".
Which reminded me what happended in Primary 4. I drew the light rays wrongly and ended up tearing a hole in the paper (Yes i'm awesome right) and the teacher told me "I SEE YOUR DRAWING WANT TO PUKE BLOOD ALREADY"
-_- _|_
FUUUUUUUUU.
Why do all science teachers insult me?

Am I such a nusaince to their love of science? (Especailly physics) Hi science retards I don't care if I violate the law of light -_-

Thank you, and I hope you puke blood/faint. It's so heartbreaking for a student to hear from the teacher that he/she sucks. Teachers are getting too fucking sarcastic now. Now i get very scared when P walks by because I'm scared he'll critique my work, and curse WAHLAO EH, and announce it to the whole class so they can share my pain.

2) Because of Research Studies

So in our school we have this Research Studies component and had to choose our subject to conduct research. So i was thinking "Hmmm Science sounds interesting perhaps i shall choose that"
SMP is totally stupid. I mean to a person who is bad in science and can't think of brilliant experiments.

And what's worse is that my members aren't very brilliant in science too. They all got Bs for Science which is quite bad in typical kiasu Singaporean standards wtf.

Anyway my group member argues over the smallest, unecessary things (she's my best friend i love her and hate her at the same time)

One time we got 10/15 for the milestone check. To be honest it wasn't that bad considering our experiment only took 1.5 hours and was TOTAL bullshit. Our experiment was collecting water from a river, pond and tapwater then see its acidity and count how many drops of acid it takes to neutralise it. Yes i know it's super crappy and other groups are doing some newspaper recycling and detergent lemon and decomposing and god-knows-what.

And then the mentor said: You know it isn't very good. Have you read the rubrics?
Friend: I HAVEN'T RECIEVED ANY EMAILS!
Teacher: Well i'm sure your group members shpuld have recieved it!
Friend: HAVE YOU RECIEVED IT?!
Me and other member: Er.. No..

The truth is we recieved the email probably but i think i was too lazy to open the email so i deleted it. *sly smile*

And later my friend started scolding us

This, this explains my hatred for science.

Thank you. I'll never do anything related to science. I'll be an English teacher xD

The ironic world.

Lesigh. Watched this video during geography lesson because we were learning about the production of food. BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT.

I'm disgusted at how the farmers kill the animals. I used to think killing of animals was just using a knife to cut the animals. But no. Yes be amazed by how naive I am.

And about 3 quaters during the video, 2 people went to the toilet because they were too disgusted. Then later another 2 people went to cry in the toilet -_-

Actually to be honest, I didn't feel horrendously depressed, I didn't feel like crying, I didn't feel like puking. Yes it's disgusting but actually you HAVE to accept the truth. Humans are omnivores and thus they have to eat meat and plants too. it has been like this since long long ago. Most humans can't go without meat. Most animals were meant to be ate. If vegans hate on normal humans, they should just hate on freakin lions or tigers who eat more meat than us.I'm planning to give up on beef and mutton(since it's not even tasty in the first place) so be proud of me :D

I will never go vegan. Never. It's impossible for me too. I mean how could you survive without the taste of tender juicy meat melting in my mouth. How the fuck could you survive by only eating greens which have little taste and hardly fill you? Yes I like salads but you can't help but hope it would be better with a bit of CHICKEN. I really love love chicken because it's good. I always eat chicken at mcdonald's, I always eat chicken at KFC, I always eat chicken at subway. Ok I'm really mean to chickens.

What I'm trying to say is that, yes, killing animals is "inhumane and cruel", butum, isn't that what animals are supposed to do? Because carnivore eats omnivoire, and omnivore eats herbivores. Right? Humans can't help it but eat animals, because they contain protein and protein blah blah. But maybe they could insert sleeping pills into the animals' water so they would die of too much pills and rest in peace. ^^

Epilouge:
Ok now the ironic part. My fat (OOPS SORRY OVERWEIGHT) friend cried during the video and I'm like "Wts why would my friend who loves meat cry over this video" And you know what she was eating later during recess?
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CHICKEN PIE!!! SURPRISE.
Obviously this still doesn't change my opinion on fat people. A leopard never changes its spots.
This is really stupid because 1 minute you're crying over dead animals then later you're the real doof eating dead animals. #okcan.
And although i'll never go vegan, I'll still try to eat less in order to lose weight ^-^ Gonna challenge myslef to be a vegan for a day tmr!

I hate everyone.

Today I was extremely pissed at my mum. Because she called me ugly.
Ok she called me 不美 which is not beautiful in chinese which also means she's implying I'm ugly.
This was because we met my primary school aqiuantance while walking home. Yup, she was quite pretty and tall and stuff. And later she's like "She's so pretty compared to last time"
I tried to talk back by saying "So? Being pretty is not everything. I'm smart what." (Yes I am i'm in one of the top 10 secondary schools in Singapore)

"Aiyo, you failed your math quiz, also so bad in your results, your communication skills also very bad, you also not pretty, how to suceed?'

And I got fucking fucking fucking pissed because of this comment. Which stupid mum will insult her daughter?

1) If you call me ugly, YOU are also ugly.

Why blame me? You gave me my genes so to create this ugly daughter Your fault lah. SO WHAT IF I'M UGLY. I HAVE MY INTEGRITY. SO? Ya I have an ugly nose, small eyes, fat face. SO? Because you gave me the genes, too bad.

2) Just because I failed a math quiz it isn't the end of the world

Yes I failed a math quiz, 6/15. And now she's trying to insult me for everything just because of my math quiz. Mind you, it's a mth quiz and how much diff will it make? Measly 2% of my overall grade? Calm yo tits. And now she's making the STUPIDEST assumptions  "Oh, you failed your quiz thus you're irresponsible." "You failed because you're lazy and don't bother to study."

Yes I failed my math quiz. But what you didn't see is the A* I got for my recent Math assignment, the 21/30 I got for my newspaper report, the 20/30 I got for my essay. Even my LA teacher praised me. (No i'm not lying) I'm trying to improve. I'm not as clever as the smart-ass people above me, but I know i'm making progress.

3) Fuck you, I'm smart.

Although I only got 248 for PSLE, but I'm in a top school and I'm doing okay. Yes, actually I didn't expect to do well with the smart asses getting 258s/262s for PSLE but I did okay. My GPA is 3.2 (above the 3.18 average). What else can you say huh. If I'm dumb consider the thousands of people below me okay. 

4)Beauty is not everything -_-

What if you are pretty, what if you are slim? If your personality is ugly then no one will like you! Yes I have fat tighhs but I'm proud of my 23 inch waist. :) Haha suckers. I have a fat face full of pimples but at least I have nice arms (What the hell) 

Yup that's all about my ranting. I'm not trying to scold/curse my mum. Don't judge! I'm just trying to defend myself. Not saying that my mum is wrong or anything, but sometimes she really makes the stupidest comments that make me outright annoyed. Ok bye. Yup, hate on me for all you want. -_-

Why i'm uncool

Ok this is a blog post to laugh away all my flaws.
Firstly i think I'm really super ugly. I have been cursed with single eyelids which is like :(. Like out of all of the genes I have to inherit this one. Seriously. And now I have to open my eyes really wide when i'm camwhoring or taking photos so I don't look bad. I just hate it that my eyes are so small because i feel that eyes is a girl's best assets (other than boobs HAHA) And i have thick lips. Not saying that it's a bad thing but it just doesn't match with my face. If i had bigger eyes then it will be totally perfect *_*
And not to mention my nose is big and fat. It doesn't really bug me but if pictures are taken I will look very ahemahem. And I have been reading so many blogs of people who had plasic surgery (like xiaxue and qiu) until I myself want to do plastic surgery when I'm older. Yes I have that thoughts. Don't judge me okay, but maybe I will like go to that type of beautician and carve double eyelids haha xP
Next I'm super fat, I mean i'm average but people around me are so skinny/underweight that I look like a guinea pig next to a rat (they look alike but the guinea pig is chubbier/fatter LOL)  And my tighs and legs are fucking humongous like some elephant's leg. This is all thanks to my excessive eating of tibbits when i was young. I used to eat 3 packets of medium sized xhips PER WEEK during primary school. >m< I guess all the fats of 6 years when into my legs. GOOD JOB SHERMIN.
Lastly I'm shy awkward weird bitchy. Maybe the last one doesn't really count -_- Yes, I judge people, but no one can help it. I'm a social idiot when making friends and I will just give that foolosh smile which makes supermodels wanna puke. Trololol. That's why i'm uncool.

Why I ain't good with small kids.

I know this is a horible thing to rant about, then this child lovers will be like "HOW DARE YOU INSULT OUR POOR LITTLE CHILDREN?!" Eh this is a personal thought ok.

So I have been doing this CIP in school visiting a daycare centre in the East, like taking care of them, doing homework with them, basically entertaining them. At first I was really keen to sign up, because I was thinking "Awww the kids will be so cute like rainbows and unicorns blah."

The first few sessions it was okay and fun. But after that I missed a few sessions because of choir and the children forgot me :'( They have short term memory or something. And then they had their favourites and I wasn't the very popular ones meh. People started getting EXTRA NICE to those kids by being:

Person: Hi do you know my name
Kid: *Stares blankly* as usual
Person: Aiyo, you must know my name okay? It's <insert name here> ok! Must remember horh!
Kid: *Nod*
Perosn: What's my name?
Kid: <insert name here>
Person: Good girl! Remember <insert name here>, <insert name here>! Don't forget!

Pfft treating those kids like dogs and forcing them to remb commands. #turnoff.
Ya lah ya lah, I'm not popular with the kids okay. That's why i'm kinda jelly. But still you idiots don't have to resort to those stupid ideas to grab the kids' attraction right!

And 70% of the kids completely have no interest in me when I talk to them. Then I'm like




And then I'll be in self denial and sad and be like

And later I'll hate everyone and be



And I was like "Hmph stupid kids I have my own friends I hate you all :D"


Ok I don't really like kids now because I feel so rejected wtfffff.
And I'll have to go again on 13 june. WHYYYY :'(

Shopping haul at Vivo!

Heylo :)
Just went shopping yesterday for 4 hours straight, and we only went to 3 shops. -_- I spent about $180 and clothes and accessories i feel so guilty now x(
But i shouldn't because I haven't had a shopping spree for a long time! x)
Ok i'm gonna spazz about the prettae clothes i bought<3


Bought these smurf tees at 17 each. Usual price is 23 okay! But, still it was expensive. BUT ITS SO CUTE JASKHSKHFKHSIH I LOVE SMURFS. And then i bought cream shorts for $30 it just looks so classy thattype lol. Ok next.

  

I bought orange shorts from uniqlo xD 34.90 but it's comfy and finally I bought some shorts that is not demin or cream colour -_- Yay. And it looks supe chic. And i bought a tube top too! Looks like that kind of bra thingy. :x BUT NO I TS A TUBE WITH POLKA DOTS. 







 






Finally from forever 21! Ok i really love forver 21 and i'm biassed to it. But what I can't stand is random pieces of clothing are all over the place, so if you're finding for a particular piece of clothing eg.shorts, you have to walk all over the place. I spent an hour there just to look for tanktops and believe me it's not very fun. And I got dizzy after a while >m< And alot alot alot of its clothings are M or L. WHY TAKE PITY ON THE SMALLER ONES :'( And the S sizes are not very small either. The armpit holes of tanktops are so so big hahah xD But they're supa naise. And the white tank top is only $10! xD Ok this is the end of my haul post.

I just need to buy a dress! I don't have any dresses at home. Yes seriously.