Shall summarise today.
Choir practice.
PT was totally horrible cox I don't know what's wrong with my body but for the first time in don't-know-how-many-months I kena-ed the punishment fml. I think cox I felt like puking and ran 40 minutes right after eating brekkie -_-
Was really torturous singing for 3 hours and then had lunch :D Had apple juice and my cereal bar.
And then the rest was pretty slack cox we all had to wait outside for the SH choir so we played ball games. Had this masterclass for only 1 hour which was really really short.
Later had dress fitting and then I decided I must slim down to make my waste look more prominent :D And The dress was lose cox my boobs are damn small hahaha seriously my bust is less than 32 inches or smth wtf.

And then later at night my mum said I have to gain weight until 46kg fml. Ok I'm about the approach a really awkward topic so mind me. I haven't got my first period yet. Yeah, when everyone gets their period at 12/13 I HAVEN'T GOT MINE YET WTF. The nurses at the HPB during health check up warned me about it and told me that I needed to go for a referral but they have never gotten back to me heng ah.

So today my mum went back from the doctor's checkup and she said that I'm not having my period cox i'm underweight (She checked with the doctor) She made me calculate my bmi which was around 18. Actually the BMI system is for adults lor, not teens. Used another website to calculate my BMI and it's perfectly fine. If I'm underweight, that means confirm 50% of people are underweight right? Since almost everyone is skinnier than me :P But I hope I get it soon! God please let my period come I pray I don't care about the cramps. I mean it's really awkward when your girlfriends are discussing about how horrendous periods are and then you just sit there awkwardly nodding and smiling :( And I'm scared next time I can't conceive WTF THAT WOULD BE THEM SAD.

So she said I must gain weight or else I won't get it and I may have to see a gynaecologist by the end of this year :( Save me please I don't want anyone looking up my disgusting vagina that's so wrong. And then if I still don't get it I must draw blood to examine my homorones wtfwtf so kuazhang right. Idk lah.