I feel very unappreciated. No one bothers in my family. I'm really starting to hate my family. My aunty is being really rude to me and being such a bitch, and I already had two bad dreams about her so that may signify that she's fucking evil and I shouldn't trust her anymore. On the other hand, my mum is PMs-ing like crazy and she's invading my life and scolding me 24/7 and getting angry for no right reason. Thanks for scolding me ah, you have no idea what scolding does to me. I feel pathetic that no one appreciates me and my efforts and they'll never know how much I have put in just to please them. Worked so hard for my exams, got rather good results and all I got from my mum was a nod and "good", that's all, end up getting some PMS-y scolding from her for no reason. :(
What the fuck, so all my 3 weeks of non-stop mugging is under appreciated, well fuck you.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Friday, May 3, 2013
Left out
One more paper before freedommm. But i have a really bad feeling about my results and i think i screwed my languages badly. I just know it.
Anyway, still having dumbass friendship problems within my class. Again, that stupid bitch left me out in her outing with her new found friends. Boohoo. Please note my sarcasm. Can't believe that she's my first friend in 3H and now we're so far apart and awkward. I already know she prefers the rest of her new found friends over me, meh. Maybe because i don't go down during recess, but my habit shouldn't affect it..right? I blame my awkwardness to mix around with her new found friends, but she doesn't even bother so why should i? Feel like some extra pig there in their group. My only close friend i can trust is shanice now, sighpie.
Stupid bitch urghhh i hate her. I want to get back with her together but how? And she thinks i'm boring or something, always saying "not free" when i try to arrange stuff with her. "Oh i have a study group", "i'm going to the dentist", "i'm going home with another friend." I'm glad that the CTs have distracted me with all these crap problems that aren't even important. So... The drama continues later.
I HOPE YOU DIE BITCH LOLOL.
Anyway, still having dumbass friendship problems within my class. Again, that stupid bitch left me out in her outing with her new found friends. Boohoo. Please note my sarcasm. Can't believe that she's my first friend in 3H and now we're so far apart and awkward. I already know she prefers the rest of her new found friends over me, meh. Maybe because i don't go down during recess, but my habit shouldn't affect it..right? I blame my awkwardness to mix around with her new found friends, but she doesn't even bother so why should i? Feel like some extra pig there in their group. My only close friend i can trust is shanice now, sighpie.
Stupid bitch urghhh i hate her. I want to get back with her together but how? And she thinks i'm boring or something, always saying "not free" when i try to arrange stuff with her. "Oh i have a study group", "i'm going to the dentist", "i'm going home with another friend." I'm glad that the CTs have distracted me with all these crap problems that aren't even important. So... The drama continues later.
I HOPE YOU DIE BITCH LOLOL.
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