So I got back my EOY overall results back.
And i’m in a happy-yet-sad mood.
Yeap, my percentage definitely improved and my EOY results were
better compared to term 3.. But my GPA remained the same = no
improvement. So yeah, kind of disappointed :((
And i’m even more confused about what combi I should choose, I
discovered how bad I was in the subjects I thought I scored well in. I
got an A for science but i’m still the bottom 25% of the cohort BOOHOO.
And my LA is only the top 75% which is pretty bad, so I lost confidence
in my LA, so no Lit for me. But I kind of have a craving for taking Lot
because it seems much easier but I’m scared my language standard now
will really die on me! I still remb I got 15/30 for the passage based
thing last time.
I thought I did well for history but it’s only top 50%. I thought I was really good in history but.. apparently not oops.
On a high note, I got top 25% of geog EOY yayz :D Although I got a
high B lol. But I think quite a number of people failed that’s why can
get so high. But still refuse to take geog because I have been getting
Cs and low Bs for my normal assignments, pop quizzes and common tests.
Always got 5/10 for pop quizzes one. The reason why I was able to scrape
through was because of my group projects. And geog was
pretty torturous memorising facts and DRQ is also terribly tedious.
(Alliteration!)
So yeah, I guess my only humanities I can go for is History! I love
history a lot. Like it’s easy for me to analyse sources and you don’t
need to study for them. And for essays you just need to memorise the
chronological timeline and there’s no need for chim weighing stuff such
as CEREAL and SEEP which are mind you, very time consuming.
But I guess improvements are good, I hope I can continue getting As
for science since I always get Bs. And hope that my Math will continue
to excel too! :) But is triple science the right choice? Idk lah. Sigh I
just feel I’m bad at everything and my results are constantly
fluctuating.
Can’t we all just continue with 6 subjects? It’s a pain in the ass to
choose subjects. If my results are liddat for 6 subjects, I can’t
imagine 8 subjects :O Can die already. And the school is biassed to math
and sci, taking up 2/3 of the GPA unfair much?? So it’s prob easy to
score A* for all those math/sci geniuses >:(
I bet people reading must be like “Screw you, can’t you be contented with your results?!”
Well the answer is no. Lol. Ok don’t kill me thank you.
I just can’t be contented no matter what.
I see my results very 不爽-_-
Well actually I think I’ve came quite far in terms of academics.
Sorry I like to talk about my stupid life stories but whatever. I came
here as a pathetic DSA student and only got 248 for my PSLE which is
really a bad result compared to the cut off point which was 257. Yeah so
I thought I would lag behind be last in class or smth, At least I
accomplished something. Ok, this is lame.
Shall just go with history because I will love you history no matter
what other people say! Everyone hates history hmph why oh why. So ironic
everyone on twitter was like f*ckgeog and now everyone wants to take
goegraphy. I didn’t include geography in any of my choices.
All my friends are taking diff combinations from me since everyone
loves geography and e.lit.. GAH i still don’t know whether to stick to
hist or change to e.lit!!! HOW?!
Somehow accepted that we are all gonna be in different classes and
separate. Oh well :(( Really scared I can’t adapt to new people since
I’m so quiet and so awkward.
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Camwhoring with my niece
Was camwhoring with my niece Chloe on Sunday with the ipad :)
It feels good to have a family member to camwhore with, especially if I don't even talk to my cousins. And I can feel like a shameless bimbo once again.
I think 我在教坏my 4 year old cousin. Tsk.. Knowing how to pose at such a tender age.
And the app used was popbooth, which is only available at the apple store. It's a really fun app because it takes 4 consecutive photos every 3 seconds, which is just like a photobooth. But I didn't include it in my previous app review because it isn't avvailable in the google play market. (BOOOO.)
Warning: Erxin pictures of me and senseless captions coming up ^_^ I didn't bother to edit the photos.
We have beautiful hands!
Random thing.
Trying to look scary. And my wink ;) Nah I was just smiling too hard.
Oh hi we are so cute ^_^
RAWR. Beware of us.
And then Chloe wanted more attention to herself.
And then I tried it. I admit I look retarded in the 4th photo. :(
Ok here's a random picture of my legs and thighs. To make it look skinnier you should just take a further shot of your legs. Just saying lol. And yayyy I have thigh gap.
Cooking tutorial coming up next week or the week after. :)
Random readers from around the world please comment I beg you thank you.
It feels good to have a family member to camwhore with, especially if I don't even talk to my cousins. And I can feel like a shameless bimbo once again.
I think 我在教坏my 4 year old cousin. Tsk.. Knowing how to pose at such a tender age.
And the app used was popbooth, which is only available at the apple store. It's a really fun app because it takes 4 consecutive photos every 3 seconds, which is just like a photobooth. But I didn't include it in my previous app review because it isn't avvailable in the google play market. (BOOOO.)
Warning: Erxin pictures of me and senseless captions coming up ^_^ I didn't bother to edit the photos.
We have beautiful hands!
Random thing.
Trying to look scary. And my wink ;) Nah I was just smiling too hard.
Oh hi we are so cute ^_^
RAWR. Beware of us.
And then Chloe wanted more attention to herself.
And then I tried it. I admit I look retarded in the 4th photo. :(
Ok here's a random picture of my legs and thighs. To make it look skinnier you should just take a further shot of your legs. Just saying lol. And yayyy I have thigh gap.
Cooking tutorial coming up next week or the week after. :)
Random readers from around the world please comment I beg you thank you.
Friday, October 19, 2012
EOYs Review part 2
Ok got back my results and I feel uncontented meh :/
Maybe that's my standard, I just never can feel contented with my results, fml. Ok but I think my results are okay for someone who got only 248 -coughs- for her PSLE.
I was really really nervous and my heart was thumping really fast. And I had a flu which made it worse because I was having a stuffed and runny nose which made me feel uncomfy. I was crossing my fingers half of the time for good luck. Yes, crossing your fingers gives you good luck you should try it! At least it gives me some hope.
1)Chinese
Got 67.5%, was a little bit disappointed because I wanted to get an A SO BADLY. I really wanted an A! I really hope my results can be pulled up but I doubt that's gonna happen :< And somemore the people around me were smartasses getting As so I felt terrible.
2)Math
Was fucking happy because I got an A* for once! 83.5%! Seriously I haven't got an A* in a single subject since I went into secondary school since it was impossible but I'm really happy ok! At first I was like "Did I take the wrong paper?" but then I realised I got an A* YIPEEEEEE. But it can't really pull my suckish CA2/SA1 grades up because I only got a A then POOOO :( But I think that my score should be the top 10 scores in my class? Anyway I still have a very pretty A* in my report book yay.
I think I really made channy proud hooray ^_^ I bet he must be super duper shocked too since I failed 3 quizzes this year and always get low As for my tests OTL Thank you channy for teaching me and make me magical powers to score an A*! Go chan! :) Hope that he can be my math teacher next year (although it's kinda impossible)
3)History
I got an A in history but it was only a marginal A, like 70% only!
I know 10000000 people are probably gonna feel like bashing me up after I say this but I'M NOT HAPPY WITH MY HIST RESULTS.
Because I felt that it was the easiest paper and I could have done a lot more to get a high A. Plus, I don't think this can pull my overall grade to an A. Oh well I still don't know what I did wrong in my essay wtf only got 8/12. But the SBQ was easy lol because it has really nothing to do with history and just common sense shit. Like how the Japs treated the locals.
And and and the people around my index number got super high As so I thought my results were very bad. However I saw the marks slip for the class and realised that I did quite well heh ^^ But still cannot pull up to an A I'm still very sad :( Sad me is sad.
Ok I bet all the people who got Bs and Cs or even lower feel like killing my now. Please don't kill me.
4)LA
LA was pretty disappointing because I only got a B, like 65%, lowest among all the subjects! My comprehension pulled me down I got 15/30 for that FML. And I'm glad that the essay I chionged in 20 mins got me 18/30 which was quite ok ^^ But still I'm not very happy with it:( And there were a few marking mistakes like the teacher gave me 3 extra marks. Of course I didn't bother telling anyone that. -_-
5)Geography
Got 34/50 which is 68% which is a B. Totally FML again lah. If I gotten 1 more mark I would have gotten a glorious A! Meh still thankful for it because I didn't fail my DRQ. But it's one mark more you know! So close. So I was pretty annoyed lol. KILL ME NOW.
6)Science
I was really super highhhh because I got an A bitches, 76% ^_^ Seriously didn't expect it because I thought I did very badly. I was even praying that I wouldn't get a C. I actually thought this was the hardest paper but I was wrong apparently. And my MCQs pulled me down :( I scored the highest for Bio among my 4 sections super surprised lah! And I haven't scored an A in science for any major exam since P6 wtf so you can't imagine how hyper I was! :D And my friends wanted to kill me because before that I was saying that I was scared I failed science.
Conclusion:
I know that I can get my 8 subjects combination already liao ^_^ Hoorayz! Yeah I think it's good that I didn't score any Cs or fail anything if not it would have been disastrous. And I shouldn't compare myself to all these smar tasses since I'm not intellectually-gifted like them. Now another problem arises. Idk which combination to choose omigod
But I'm still contented. I just contradicted myself above.
WHY AM I WRITING THIS LIKE AN ESSAY.
Other miscellaneous stuff:
So my friend was really disappointed because she got a C for science. At first when I got my paper back I wanted the express my excitement but I saw her face. She was staring into blank space and in shock or something 无话可说, so I had to hide my happiness (wtf ruin the happy moment lol.) For the rest of the going-through-of-papers, I was super quiet and didn't dare to say anything. Sometimes it's better to keep your mouth shut in front of sad people. And then I asked her what happened and she told me about her results and was super disappointed and shit.
Being the awkward friend I am I just kept quiet because I'm no counselor.
If I said, "It's okay, just work hard next year."
She'll be like WHAT NEXT YEAR IT'S ALREADY DONE
If I said, "At least you tried your best"
She'll be like BUT I STILL DID BADLY
If I said, "Don't worry, your previous assignments can pull your grade up."
She'll be like BUT MY GRADES ARE HARD TO PULL UP
What to do, you ask me?
So the best thing is to keep quiet and keep patting her shoulder._.
I just don't know how to comfort people. I feel that when one is upset, it's best to just keep your mouth shut and just don't say anything. Or else you may make it worse and cause that person to cry more hysterically.
And I feel guilty because I'm such a so-not-supportive friend.
WHAT SUBJECT COMBINATION TO CHOOSE? D:
Maybe that's my standard, I just never can feel contented with my results, fml. Ok but I think my results are okay for someone who got only 248 -coughs- for her PSLE.
I was really really nervous and my heart was thumping really fast. And I had a flu which made it worse because I was having a stuffed and runny nose which made me feel uncomfy. I was crossing my fingers half of the time for good luck. Yes, crossing your fingers gives you good luck you should try it! At least it gives me some hope.
1)Chinese
Got 67.5%, was a little bit disappointed because I wanted to get an A SO BADLY. I really wanted an A! I really hope my results can be pulled up but I doubt that's gonna happen :< And somemore the people around me were smartasses getting As so I felt terrible.
2)Math
Was fucking happy because I got an A* for once! 83.5%! Seriously I haven't got an A* in a single subject since I went into secondary school since it was impossible but I'm really happy ok! At first I was like "Did I take the wrong paper?" but then I realised I got an A* YIPEEEEEE. But it can't really pull my suckish CA2/SA1 grades up because I only got a A then POOOO :( But I think that my score should be the top 10 scores in my class? Anyway I still have a very pretty A* in my report book yay.
I think I really made channy proud hooray ^_^ I bet he must be super duper shocked too since I failed 3 quizzes this year and always get low As for my tests OTL Thank you channy for teaching me and make me magical powers to score an A*! Go chan! :) Hope that he can be my math teacher next year (although it's kinda impossible)
3)History
I got an A in history but it was only a marginal A, like 70% only!
I know 10000000 people are probably gonna feel like bashing me up after I say this but I'M NOT HAPPY WITH MY HIST RESULTS.
Because I felt that it was the easiest paper and I could have done a lot more to get a high A. Plus, I don't think this can pull my overall grade to an A. Oh well I still don't know what I did wrong in my essay wtf only got 8/12. But the SBQ was easy lol because it has really nothing to do with history and just common sense shit. Like how the Japs treated the locals.
And and and the people around my index number got super high As so I thought my results were very bad. However I saw the marks slip for the class and realised that I did quite well heh ^^ But still cannot pull up to an A I'm still very sad :( Sad me is sad.
Ok I bet all the people who got Bs and Cs or even lower feel like killing my now. Please don't kill me.
4)LA
LA was pretty disappointing because I only got a B, like 65%, lowest among all the subjects! My comprehension pulled me down I got 15/30 for that FML. And I'm glad that the essay I chionged in 20 mins got me 18/30 which was quite ok ^^ But still I'm not very happy with it:( And there were a few marking mistakes like the teacher gave me 3 extra marks. Of course I didn't bother telling anyone that. -_-
5)Geography
Got 34/50 which is 68% which is a B. Totally FML again lah. If I gotten 1 more mark I would have gotten a glorious A! Meh still thankful for it because I didn't fail my DRQ. But it's one mark more you know! So close. So I was pretty annoyed lol. KILL ME NOW.
6)Science
I was really super highhhh because I got an A bitches, 76% ^_^ Seriously didn't expect it because I thought I did very badly. I was even praying that I wouldn't get a C. I actually thought this was the hardest paper but I was wrong apparently. And my MCQs pulled me down :( I scored the highest for Bio among my 4 sections super surprised lah! And I haven't scored an A in science for any major exam since P6 wtf so you can't imagine how hyper I was! :D And my friends wanted to kill me because before that I was saying that I was scared I failed science.
Conclusion:
I know that I can get my 8 subjects combination already liao ^_^ Hoorayz! Yeah I think it's good that I didn't score any Cs or fail anything if not it would have been disastrous. And I shouldn't compare myself to all these smar tasses since I'm not intellectually-gifted like them. Now another problem arises. Idk which combination to choose omigod
But I'm still contented. I just contradicted myself above. WHY AM I WRITING THIS LIKE AN ESSAY.
Other miscellaneous stuff:
So my friend was really disappointed because she got a C for science. At first when I got my paper back I wanted the express my excitement but I saw her face. She was staring into blank space and in shock or something 无话可说, so I had to hide my happiness (wtf ruin the happy moment lol.) For the rest of the going-through-of-papers, I was super quiet and didn't dare to say anything. Sometimes it's better to keep your mouth shut in front of sad people. And then I asked her what happened and she told me about her results and was super disappointed and shit.
Being the awkward friend I am I just kept quiet because I'm no counselor.
If I said, "It's okay, just work hard next year."
She'll be like WHAT NEXT YEAR IT'S ALREADY DONE
If I said, "At least you tried your best"
She'll be like BUT I STILL DID BADLY
If I said, "Don't worry, your previous assignments can pull your grade up."
She'll be like BUT MY GRADES ARE HARD TO PULL UP
What to do, you ask me?
So the best thing is to keep quiet and keep patting her shoulder._.
I just don't know how to comfort people. I feel that when one is upset, it's best to just keep your mouth shut and just don't say anything. Or else you may make it worse and cause that person to cry more hysterically.
And I feel guilty because I'm such a so-not-supportive friend.
WHAT SUBJECT COMBINATION TO CHOOSE? D:
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Braid my life.
Ok, sorry for the cheesy title.
Decided to do his hair tutorial since I was really bored after the EOYs and feeling bimbotic.
SO here it goes.
Have you ever wondered what you can do with a small strand of braid? Other than just leaving your hair down and letting your braid down one side?
Here's a tutorial to show you how you can "braid your life"! Haha!Yes I'm very lame.
Just take a small handful of hair and braid it (fishtail, dutch, french, whatever you want). It's preferred that you tie it with a thin rubber band.
And then you can pin it up in 3 different ways :)
1)Put it above your fringe!
All you have to do is put the braid above your fringe and secure it with a bobby pin or a small clip. But I use a small clip since I think bobby pins are not even secure at all.
Perfect for the girly look. Because a plastic hairband is too mainstream ;)
Ok my hair and roots are very cui stop staring at it. Ok I can see you staring at it now.
2) Put it over your fringe!
Perfect if you have a fringe that covers most of your forehead. No need to worry about bangs flying away/splitting! This braid which is acting as a headband to ensure that your fringe will be always in place :)
This is my favourite look out of the three :)
It's really boho like and really vintage-y
3) Wear it over your forehead!
Perfect for those with no fringe/have side parting! It's kinda similar to the second one except I feel that it gives the fresh and bubbly look!
Must.Camwhore.Fine I did some editing to my eyes.
So, why buy the fake kind of braids (they sell it in beauty stores) when you can use your own hair? Btw, my hair is shoulder length so it's suitable for medium length hair too!
Sorry for the extra short post! My fashion vocabulary is super limited ok . But I took a lot of effort to edit this!
Whatever. You'll be able to flaunt your natural-looking, luscious, long locks of perfectly groomed hair if you try this hairstyle! Your glossy, flowing hair will be as flawless as Rapunzel's !
Good enough? ;)
Anyway, this hairstyle takes less than 3 minutes (1.5 mins for braiding of hair and maybe 30 secs to pin it up) so it's extra convenient!
Please leave a comment, pretty pleeeease.
Decided to do his hair tutorial since I was really bored after the EOYs and feeling bimbotic.
SO here it goes.
Have you ever wondered what you can do with a small strand of braid? Other than just leaving your hair down and letting your braid down one side?
Here's a tutorial to show you how you can "braid your life"! Haha!Yes I'm very lame.
Just take a small handful of hair and braid it (fishtail, dutch, french, whatever you want). It's preferred that you tie it with a thin rubber band.
And then you can pin it up in 3 different ways :)
1)Put it above your fringe!
All you have to do is put the braid above your fringe and secure it with a bobby pin or a small clip. But I use a small clip since I think bobby pins are not even secure at all.
Perfect for the girly look. Because a plastic hairband is too mainstream ;)
Ok my hair and roots are very cui stop staring at it. Ok I can see you staring at it now.
2) Put it over your fringe!
Perfect if you have a fringe that covers most of your forehead. No need to worry about bangs flying away/splitting! This braid which is acting as a headband to ensure that your fringe will be always in place :)
This is my favourite look out of the three :)
It's really boho like and really vintage-y
3) Wear it over your forehead!
Perfect for those with no fringe/have side parting! It's kinda similar to the second one except I feel that it gives the fresh and bubbly look!
Must.Camwhore.Fine I did some editing to my eyes.
So, why buy the fake kind of braids (they sell it in beauty stores) when you can use your own hair? Btw, my hair is shoulder length so it's suitable for medium length hair too!
Sorry for the extra short post! My fashion vocabulary is super limited ok . But I took a lot of effort to edit this!
Whatever. You'll be able to flaunt your natural-looking, luscious, long locks of perfectly groomed hair if you try this hairstyle! Your glossy, flowing hair will be as flawless as Rapunzel's !
Good enough? ;)
Anyway, this hairstyle takes less than 3 minutes (1.5 mins for braiding of hair and maybe 30 secs to pin it up) so it's extra convenient!
Please leave a comment, pretty pleeeease.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Why do I have the worst friends in the world?
Felt that today was seriously crappy.
Firstly I was pressurized by my friend to go for the interclass volleyball match to support my class. Don't get my wrong, but I'm simply too lazy. If I don't go people would judge my as "unloyal to the class" or whatever, so I had to go.
Guess what, we only had one match to play, and it lasted for 10 FUCKING MINUTES ONLY. And our class lost. So basically I wasted 1 hour of my traveling time just to see a fucking 10 minute match.
And then I was supposed to go out with Angeline, Li Qi, Christie and Michelle. And guess what? Angeline pangseh-ed us to go to her friend's house because "she feels like going there". WTF? My ass lah you just want to go to someone's bungalow instead of going with us. *rolls eyes* Ok and she said it in such a 委屈tone. Ok I won't elaborate much more.
And then later we went out to bugis and we were walking around. I think I blew up a lot of money. Spent $5 on lunch and $5.40 on bloody ice cream. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? And then she wanted to borrow money from me for someone's birthday, which I kind of rejected by acting all unwilling lol. I hate it when people borrow money from me, especially when you're notorious for owing people money. Ok I know I'm stingy. I LOVE MY MONEY OK. NOTHING WRONG WITH IT!
And when I suggested taking neoprints - which I always did with my Primary school besties, they totally rejected it and said that they hated neoprints and it was too expensive.
How could you not like purikura! It makes your legs thinner, makes your eyes look bigger and makes you look fairer. Oh god why. Cool people like xiaxue and cheesie and 4feet9 take purikura too ok!
And I ALWAYS took neoprints with Alyna, YiShan, Hazel and Siewyi whenever we went to Bugis, I'm serious. The main point of going to Bugis is to take bloody neoprints. Not trying to act like a spoilt brat but just saying.
Well basically I didn't enjoy myself because I really didn't do the things I want and didn't really talk.
Remind me why I am I friends with them.
GUIDE TO BEING FRIENDS WITH ME:
1)Must love camwhoring and purikura
2)Must not be easily broke (not rich, but not having money ALL the time)
3)Must not have strict parents that don't allow them to go out, don't allow them to even go to people's house, don't allow them to have a little fun. etc
4)Must tolerate my nonsense and horrible attitude of ranting
Ok I was just kidding. :)
But still, I'm still very annoyed.
No one appreciates me.
I'm there but they act as if I'm just a grain of puny sand in the middle of the vast desert. (Chim right.)
Anyway I changed my blog address because for the previous one some people knew my URL and I'm afraid they may spread it, so I changed it in order to ensure that none of my friends get to see it. I'd rather let you random guys see it than them.
Hair tutorial coming up next week! :)
Adios!
Firstly I was pressurized by my friend to go for the interclass volleyball match to support my class. Don't get my wrong, but I'm simply too lazy. If I don't go people would judge my as "unloyal to the class" or whatever, so I had to go.
Guess what, we only had one match to play, and it lasted for 10 FUCKING MINUTES ONLY. And our class lost. So basically I wasted 1 hour of my traveling time just to see a fucking 10 minute match.
And then I was supposed to go out with Angeline, Li Qi, Christie and Michelle. And guess what? Angeline pangseh-ed us to go to her friend's house because "she feels like going there". WTF? My ass lah you just want to go to someone's bungalow instead of going with us. *rolls eyes* Ok and she said it in such a 委屈tone. Ok I won't elaborate much more.
And then later we went out to bugis and we were walking around. I think I blew up a lot of money. Spent $5 on lunch and $5.40 on bloody ice cream. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? And then she wanted to borrow money from me for someone's birthday, which I kind of rejected by acting all unwilling lol. I hate it when people borrow money from me, especially when you're notorious for owing people money. Ok I know I'm stingy. I LOVE MY MONEY OK. NOTHING WRONG WITH IT!
And when I suggested taking neoprints - which I always did with my Primary school besties, they totally rejected it and said that they hated neoprints and it was too expensive.
How could you not like purikura! It makes your legs thinner, makes your eyes look bigger and makes you look fairer. Oh god why. Cool people like xiaxue and cheesie and 4feet9 take purikura too ok!
And I ALWAYS took neoprints with Alyna, YiShan, Hazel and Siewyi whenever we went to Bugis, I'm serious. The main point of going to Bugis is to take bloody neoprints. Not trying to act like a spoilt brat but just saying.
Well basically I didn't enjoy myself because I really didn't do the things I want and didn't really talk.
Remind me why I am I friends with them.
GUIDE TO BEING FRIENDS WITH ME:
1)Must love camwhoring and purikura
2)Must not be easily broke (not rich, but not having money ALL the time)
3)Must not have strict parents that don't allow them to go out, don't allow them to even go to people's house, don't allow them to have a little fun. etc
4)Must tolerate my nonsense and horrible attitude of ranting
Ok I was just kidding. :)
But still, I'm still very annoyed.
No one appreciates me.
I'm there but they act as if I'm just a grain of puny sand in the middle of the vast desert. (Chim right.)
Anyway I changed my blog address because for the previous one some people knew my URL and I'm afraid they may spread it, so I changed it in order to ensure that none of my friends get to see it. I'd rather let you random guys see it than them.
Hair tutorial coming up next week! :)
Adios!
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
EOYs- Review Part 1 :)
So my EOYs are overrr yayyyyy! :)
But it doesn't feel like EOYs.. I feel kind of.. empty and all weird inside.
Because I don't think I did very well. I have a bad feeling about it.
Trying to be happy but I just don't have a sense of happiness. OK I'm trying to be like a philosopher.
Life still remains the same. I'm blogging here, my mum's nagging at me, my brother's super noisy and irritating.
And my friends and I didn't even go out and celebrate. Mainly because they either had interclass or had no mood to go out because of the math paper. How ironic right. When the CTs were over we actually went out for 3 hours or something and now it's like blehhhh.
History paper was quite easy (At least for me), so I'm hoping I'll get an A.
Chinese was ok too, hope I can get a high B or smth (A is just out of the question)
Geography was okay too, I think I failed my DRQ wtf, I'm hoping for a B.
I'm not confident for LA, I hope I get a B again.
Science was shitty, when I was looking at the paper i was like WHAT THE F*CK IS THIS. Esp on Bio I was completely lost. I think I'll get a B. I'm praying for a B.
Math was i-don't-know how to describe it. I thought it was okay but I already lost 11 marks cos some of the questions were really tough x.x Nevermind I'm aiming for an A anyway. I really really really hope I can get an A! It's the only subject I can get an A.
Sigh, I don't feel like celebrating at all. Poooo. SO worried about my grades. And then my parents will kill me and I will cry. Gonna get 6 major heart attacks for all 6 subjects. (And I meant in a bad way.)
I'M PRAYING DEAR GOD PLEASE GIVE ME AT LEAST A 2.93 GPA. AMEN.
BLESS ME.
And I feel so sian and stuff because I see everyone hanging out and going wild with their friends in arcades and what-not and I'm just here stuck in my pathetic home wtf :( Fml.
And all because they have no mood/too lazy/live too far/not sporting enough. YAAAAA. Like seriously we could have gone out and now I'm in my home slacking around and blogging this as if I have no friends and only can stay at home liddat.
Yes life sucks, deal with it. Almost all my secondary school friends are unenthusiastic in going out one all of them rather stay at home than go out and have fun :( I'd rather go out with my primary school friends who don't take ages to reply messages, reply immediately, have some form of social life and don't mind my stupid suggestions ._. I MISS YOU HAZEL ALYNA YISHAN SIEWYI :'( Boohoo.
In fact, I think my life became worse after EOYs. How sad.
But it doesn't feel like EOYs.. I feel kind of.. empty and all weird inside.
Because I don't think I did very well. I have a bad feeling about it.
Trying to be happy but I just don't have a sense of happiness. OK I'm trying to be like a philosopher.
Life still remains the same. I'm blogging here, my mum's nagging at me, my brother's super noisy and irritating.
And my friends and I didn't even go out and celebrate. Mainly because they either had interclass or had no mood to go out because of the math paper. How ironic right. When the CTs were over we actually went out for 3 hours or something and now it's like blehhhh.
History paper was quite easy (At least for me), so I'm hoping I'll get an A.
Chinese was ok too, hope I can get a high B or smth (A is just out of the question)
Geography was okay too, I think I failed my DRQ wtf, I'm hoping for a B.
I'm not confident for LA, I hope I get a B again.
Science was shitty, when I was looking at the paper i was like WHAT THE F*CK IS THIS. Esp on Bio I was completely lost. I think I'll get a B. I'm praying for a B.
Math was i-don't-know how to describe it. I thought it was okay but I already lost 11 marks cos some of the questions were really tough x.x Nevermind I'm aiming for an A anyway. I really really really hope I can get an A! It's the only subject I can get an A.
Sigh, I don't feel like celebrating at all. Poooo. SO worried about my grades. And then my parents will kill me and I will cry. Gonna get 6 major heart attacks for all 6 subjects. (And I meant in a bad way.)
I'M PRAYING DEAR GOD PLEASE GIVE ME AT LEAST A 2.93 GPA. AMEN.
BLESS ME.
And I feel so sian and stuff because I see everyone hanging out and going wild with their friends in arcades and what-not and I'm just here stuck in my pathetic home wtf :( Fml.
And all because they have no mood/too lazy/live too far/not sporting enough. YAAAAA. Like seriously we could have gone out and now I'm in my home slacking around and blogging this as if I have no friends and only can stay at home liddat.
Yes life sucks, deal with it. Almost all my secondary school friends are unenthusiastic in going out one all of them rather stay at home than go out and have fun :( I'd rather go out with my primary school friends who don't take ages to reply messages, reply immediately, have some form of social life and don't mind my stupid suggestions ._. I MISS YOU HAZEL ALYNA YISHAN SIEWYI :'( Boohoo.
In fact, I think my life became worse after EOYs. How sad.
A very rare appreciation post
~Started being written on 19 Sept~
So on Monday, we were supposed to do some appreciation thing by thanking others because we were going to leave our classes for next year.
And it turned out to be an emo session ;__; I almost cried, but i didn't, just can't let people see me cry. 我爱我的面子。Lol.
So we went into our little cliques and it was awkward. Actually I was thinking: "Wtf my friends didn't bring any benefits to me at all." so I just said "Thank you for being my friend."
But I realised friends are not about benefits (mostly.) Ok maybe I like my friends because they provide me with extra help, but it's sometimes the company that they provide us matters.
What have they done for me? I don't know, annoy the shit out of me 20% of the time (Yes, that's true.) I just get annoyed with them so easily that I have nothing to thank them for.
Nevertheless, I shall write a small message to each of them (very) sincerely (since none of my friends know this blog ;)) And i still love them.
By alphabetical order: In case you say I'm biassed.
AND AND AND I've included my primary school and choir friends too! I'm so nice right, i know! :))
Alyssa:
Thank you for being my closest choir friend ever (In fact my only outside choir good friend) Yes, thank you for tolerating my awkwardness(?) and letting me talk to you about choir stuff and how much i hate it since everyone worships choir. And tbh, you were the very first friend in secondary school that I camwhored with! Cool right! Ok i'm weird
Angel:
Hey! Thanks for being my very first friend when I went to school. And thank you for the memories made like gossiping about random shit. Although I admit that I have called you names behind your back like -i shall not say- before, I still love you. I will try not to judge people, because you are amazing (ok no link.) You annoy the shit out of me by singing and making the stupidest comments, but you're still my best friend in here :)
Angeline:
Hey, although we only got close this year, thanks for being my friend that I could rant all of my bad troubles out :) And being one of the serious-in-studies-people that I could rely on! Thanks for teaching me concepts hehe :)
Charissa:
Hey, thanks for being my rant buddy and laughing like weird shit. I feel that I can really talk about the most weird stuff ever with you, esp about weight where I can talk loads of offensive stuff without annoying you :) Although you are really blur sometimes. Yeah, we only have been friends for less than a year but hope that we can grow closer!
LiQi:
Hie(: Thanks for being my really awesome friend like going home with me, walking back to class tgt blahblah :) These little memories like gossiping really mean a lot :) And yes I know I will try to change my bloody quietness. Yes I admit I've been annoyed with you because of SMP shit and stuff, but I do appreciate you a lot :)
Siew Yi:
SIEWYIIIII! Ok I've been waiting very long to write this post wtf. It's hard to believe that we've been friends for 9 years! From five years old ok. Your still my closest-closest-closest friend ever :D From being emcees in K2 to having recesses together during primary school although we were not in the same class ❤ and ranting about the most stupid stuff and gossiping and laughing bluntly at people. Ok i love you so much :)
Friends are bloody complicated. Sometimes you feel like you are the most loved person in the world, 5 seconds later you feel like you are the most ignored person.
Sometimes you feel like you have the best friends, sometimes you feel like you have the worst, horrible-est, stupidest, ignorant-est friends ever.
I wonder if anyone feels the same.
Yes, I admit that I got annoyed/irritated/pissed with everyone on the list up there at least once.
Maybe I've badmouthed them, hated on them for a period of time, called them "Assholes" and other nasty names. Yes, I'm a horrible friend but I try to keep everything to myself (except on this blog)
If you are wondering why I only published it now, it was because of the stupid EOYs andit was also very hard to write notes to people that have annoyed you wtf. Don't deny. And if I wrote it mindlessly all the letters would have been the same, just like the handover cards I gave the senior (oopsie daisies.)
Anyway I will end with this picture:
To convince people that being quiet is actually being smart, heh. >;) What do you think?
So on Monday, we were supposed to do some appreciation thing by thanking others because we were going to leave our classes for next year.
And it turned out to be an emo session ;__; I almost cried, but i didn't, just can't let people see me cry. 我爱我的面子。Lol.
So we went into our little cliques and it was awkward. Actually I was thinking: "Wtf my friends didn't bring any benefits to me at all." so I just said "Thank you for being my friend."
But I realised friends are not about benefits (mostly.) Ok maybe I like my friends because they provide me with extra help, but it's sometimes the company that they provide us matters.
What have they done for me? I don't know, annoy the shit out of me 20% of the time (Yes, that's true.) I just get annoyed with them so easily that I have nothing to thank them for.
Nevertheless, I shall write a small message to each of them (very) sincerely (since none of my friends know this blog ;)) And i still love them.
By alphabetical order: In case you say I'm biassed.
AND AND AND I've included my primary school and choir friends too! I'm so nice right, i know! :))
Alyssa:
Thank you for being my closest choir friend ever (In fact my only outside choir good friend) Yes, thank you for tolerating my awkwardness(?) and letting me talk to you about choir stuff and how much i hate it since everyone worships choir. And tbh, you were the very first friend in secondary school that I camwhored with! Cool right! Ok i'm weird
Angel:
Hey! Thanks for being my very first friend when I went to school. And thank you for the memories made like gossiping about random shit. Although I admit that I have called you names behind your back like -i shall not say- before, I still love you. I will try not to judge people, because you are amazing (ok no link.) You annoy the shit out of me by singing and making the stupidest comments, but you're still my best friend in here :)
Angeline:
Hey, although we only got close this year, thanks for being my friend that I could rant all of my bad troubles out :) And being one of the serious-in-studies-people that I could rely on! Thanks for teaching me concepts hehe :)
Charissa:
Hey, thanks for being my rant buddy and laughing like weird shit. I feel that I can really talk about the most weird stuff ever with you, esp about weight where I can talk loads of offensive stuff without annoying you :) Although you are really blur sometimes. Yeah, we only have been friends for less than a year but hope that we can grow closer!
LiQi:
Hie(: Thanks for being my really awesome friend like going home with me, walking back to class tgt blahblah :) These little memories like gossiping really mean a lot :) And yes I know I will try to change my bloody quietness. Yes I admit I've been annoyed with you because of SMP shit and stuff, but I do appreciate you a lot :)
Siew Yi:
SIEWYIIIII! Ok I've been waiting very long to write this post wtf. It's hard to believe that we've been friends for 9 years! From five years old ok. Your still my closest-closest-closest friend ever :D From being emcees in K2 to having recesses together during primary school although we were not in the same class ❤ and ranting about the most stupid stuff and gossiping and laughing bluntly at people. Ok i love you so much :)
Friends are bloody complicated. Sometimes you feel like you are the most loved person in the world, 5 seconds later you feel like you are the most ignored person.
Sometimes you feel like you have the best friends, sometimes you feel like you have the worst, horrible-est, stupidest, ignorant-est friends ever.
I wonder if anyone feels the same.
Yes, I admit that I got annoyed/irritated/pissed with everyone on the list up there at least once.
Maybe I've badmouthed them, hated on them for a period of time, called them "Assholes" and other nasty names. Yes, I'm a horrible friend but I try to keep everything to myself (except on this blog)
If you are wondering why I only published it now, it was because of the stupid EOYs andit was also very hard to write notes to people that have annoyed you wtf. Don't deny. And if I wrote it mindlessly all the letters would have been the same, just like the handover cards I gave the senior (oopsie daisies.)
Anyway I will end with this picture:
To convince people that being quiet is actually being smart, heh. >;) What do you think?
Thursday, October 4, 2012
EOYs so far.
Hey :)
I guess so far it has been okay. Idk why I've beeen getting more slack as the exams go by. I have this mentality that it's gonna be over soon so I can relax more. Meh. Not helping.
Anyway I haven't accessed instagram because the ipad is at my ahma's house and she's overseas so I have no chance of going there T_T Yes imma good girl. Also deleted wattpad because I was obsessed with reading hot vampires kidnapping little girls who later become sluts and then hook up with all the vampire guys wtf O_O Yes. i'm weird. I shall not elaborate on that. Wait I will elaborate on that after EOYs.
EOYs have been.. ok ish.
Chinese was kind of easy, tbh.
LA was shitty because I already got 1 mark deducted. Why am I so dumb I do not know the meaning of pompous wtf!
Geogrpahy was.. idk. Essay was ok but DRQ was shit (as usual) Must not expect too much of myself. Like after thinking I owuld get an A for geog, I got a bloody B. Yeah. FML. All the topics that I guessed did not come out-.- Scumbag teachers.
Tommorrow's history EOY and of course I'm scared shit because I do not want to fail history again. In fact I hope that last year would repeat itself where I got an A in history.
Ok bye back to studying(: Fingers crossed.
xx
I guess so far it has been okay. Idk why I've beeen getting more slack as the exams go by. I have this mentality that it's gonna be over soon so I can relax more. Meh. Not helping.
Anyway I haven't accessed instagram because the ipad is at my ahma's house and she's overseas so I have no chance of going there T_T Yes imma good girl. Also deleted wattpad because I was obsessed with reading hot vampires kidnapping little girls who later become sluts and then hook up with all the vampire guys wtf O_O Yes. i'm weird. I shall not elaborate on that. Wait I will elaborate on that after EOYs.
EOYs have been.. ok ish.
Chinese was kind of easy, tbh.
LA was shitty because I already got 1 mark deducted. Why am I so dumb I do not know the meaning of pompous wtf!
Geogrpahy was.. idk. Essay was ok but DRQ was shit (as usual) Must not expect too much of myself. Like after thinking I owuld get an A for geog, I got a bloody B. Yeah. FML. All the topics that I guessed did not come out-.- Scumbag teachers.
Tommorrow's history EOY and of course I'm scared shit because I do not want to fail history again. In fact I hope that last year would repeat itself where I got an A in history.
Ok bye back to studying(: Fingers crossed.
xx
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