Ok this is a blog post to laugh away all my flaws.
Firstly i think I'm really super ugly. I have been cursed with single eyelids which is like :(. Like out of all of the genes I have to inherit this one. Seriously. And now I have to open my eyes really wide when i'm camwhoring or taking photos so I don't look bad. I just hate it that my eyes are so small because i feel that eyes is a girl's best assets (other than boobs HAHA) And i have thick lips. Not saying that it's a bad thing but it just doesn't match with my face. If i had bigger eyes then it will be totally perfect *_*
And not to mention my nose is big and fat. It doesn't really bug me but if pictures are taken I will look very ahemahem. And I have been reading so many blogs of people who had plasic surgery (like xiaxue and qiu) until I myself want to do plastic surgery when I'm older. Yes I have that thoughts. Don't judge me okay, but maybe I will like go to that type of beautician and carve double eyelids haha xP
Next I'm super fat, I mean i'm average but people around me are so skinny/underweight that I look like a guinea pig next to a rat (they look alike but the guinea pig is chubbier/fatter LOL) And my tighs and legs are fucking humongous like some elephant's leg. This is all thanks to my excessive eating of tibbits when i was young. I used to eat 3 packets of medium sized xhips PER WEEK during primary school. >m< I guess all the fats of 6 years when into my legs. GOOD JOB SHERMIN.
Lastly I'm shy awkward weird bitchy. Maybe the last one doesn't really count -_- Yes, I judge people, but no one can help it. I'm a social idiot when making friends and I will just give that foolosh smile which makes supermodels wanna puke. Trololol. That's why i'm uncool.
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Why I ain't good with small kids.
I know this is a horible thing to rant about, then this child lovers will be like "HOW DARE YOU INSULT OUR POOR LITTLE CHILDREN?!" Eh this is a personal thought ok.
So I have been doing this CIP in school visiting a daycare centre in the East, like taking care of them, doing homework with them, basically entertaining them. At first I was really keen to sign up, because I was thinking "Awww the kids will be so cute like rainbows and unicorns blah."
The first few sessions it was okay and fun. But after that I missed a few sessions because of choir and the children forgot me :'( They have short term memory or something. And then they had their favourites and I wasn't the very popular ones meh. People started getting EXTRA NICE to those kids by being:
Person: Hi do you know my name
Kid: *Stares blankly* as usual
Person: Aiyo, you must know my name okay? It's <insert name here> ok! Must remember horh!
Kid: *Nod*
Perosn: What's my name?
Kid: <insert name here>
Person: Good girl! Remember <insert name here>, <insert name here>! Don't forget!
Pfft treating those kids like dogs and forcing them to remb commands. #turnoff.
Ya lah ya lah, I'm not popular with the kids okay. That's why i'm kinda jelly. But still you idiots don't have to resort to those stupid ideas to grab the kids' attraction right!
And 70% of the kids completely have no interest in me when I talk to them. Then I'm like
And then I'll be in self denial and sad and be like
And later I'll hate everyone and be
And I was like "Hmph stupid kids I have my own friends I hate you all :D"
Ok I don't really like kids now because I feel so rejected wtfffff.
And I'll have to go again on 13 june. WHYYYY :'(
So I have been doing this CIP in school visiting a daycare centre in the East, like taking care of them, doing homework with them, basically entertaining them. At first I was really keen to sign up, because I was thinking "Awww the kids will be so cute like rainbows and unicorns blah."
The first few sessions it was okay and fun. But after that I missed a few sessions because of choir and the children forgot me :'( They have short term memory or something. And then they had their favourites and I wasn't the very popular ones meh. People started getting EXTRA NICE to those kids by being:
Person: Hi do you know my name
Kid: *Stares blankly* as usual
Person: Aiyo, you must know my name okay? It's <insert name here> ok! Must remember horh!
Kid: *Nod*
Perosn: What's my name?
Kid: <insert name here>
Person: Good girl! Remember <insert name here>, <insert name here>! Don't forget!
Pfft treating those kids like dogs and forcing them to remb commands. #turnoff.
Ya lah ya lah, I'm not popular with the kids okay. That's why i'm kinda jelly. But still you idiots don't have to resort to those stupid ideas to grab the kids' attraction right!
And 70% of the kids completely have no interest in me when I talk to them. Then I'm like
And then I'll be in self denial and sad and be like
And later I'll hate everyone and be
And I was like "Hmph stupid kids I have my own friends I hate you all :D"
Ok I don't really like kids now because I feel so rejected wtfffff.
And I'll have to go again on 13 june. WHYYYY :'(
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Shopping haul at Vivo!
Heylo :)
Just went shopping yesterday for 4 hours straight, and we only went to 3 shops. -_- I spent about $180 and clothes and accessories i feel so guilty now x(
But i shouldn't because I haven't had a shopping spree for a long time! x)
Ok i'm gonna spazz about the prettae clothes i bought<3
Bought these smurf tees at 17 each. Usual price is 23 okay! But, still it was expensive. BUT ITS SO CUTE JASKHSKHFKHSIH I LOVE SMURFS. And then i bought cream shorts for $30 it just looks so classy thattype lol. Ok next.
I bought orange shorts from uniqlo xD 34.90 but it's comfy and finally I bought some shorts that is not demin or cream colour -_- Yay. And it looks supe chic. And i bought a tube top too! Looks like that kind of bra thingy. :x BUT NO I TS A TUBE WITH POLKA DOTS.
Finally from forever 21! Ok i really love forver 21 and i'm biassed to it. But what I can't stand is random pieces of clothing are all over the place, so if you're finding for a particular piece of clothing eg.shorts, you have to walk all over the place. I spent an hour there just to look for tanktops and believe me it's not very fun. And I got dizzy after a while >m< And alot alot alot of its clothings are M or L. WHY TAKE PITY ON THE SMALLER ONES :'( And the S sizes are not very small either. The armpit holes of tanktops are so so big hahah xD But they're supa naise. And the white tank top is only $10! xD Ok this is the end of my haul post.
I just need to buy a dress! I don't have any dresses at home. Yes seriously.
Just went shopping yesterday for 4 hours straight, and we only went to 3 shops. -_- I spent about $180 and clothes and accessories i feel so guilty now x(
But i shouldn't because I haven't had a shopping spree for a long time! x)
Ok i'm gonna spazz about the prettae clothes i bought<3
Bought these smurf tees at 17 each. Usual price is 23 okay! But, still it was expensive. BUT ITS SO CUTE JASKHSKHFKHSIH I LOVE SMURFS. And then i bought cream shorts for $30 it just looks so classy thattype lol. Ok next.
I bought orange shorts from uniqlo xD 34.90 but it's comfy and finally I bought some shorts that is not demin or cream colour -_- Yay. And it looks supe chic. And i bought a tube top too! Looks like that kind of bra thingy. :x BUT NO I TS A TUBE WITH POLKA DOTS.
Finally from forever 21! Ok i really love forver 21 and i'm biassed to it. But what I can't stand is random pieces of clothing are all over the place, so if you're finding for a particular piece of clothing eg.shorts, you have to walk all over the place. I spent an hour there just to look for tanktops and believe me it's not very fun. And I got dizzy after a while >m< And alot alot alot of its clothings are M or L. WHY TAKE PITY ON THE SMALLER ONES :'( And the S sizes are not very small either. The armpit holes of tanktops are so so big hahah xD But they're supa naise. And the white tank top is only $10! xD Ok this is the end of my haul post.
I just need to buy a dress! I don't have any dresses at home. Yes seriously.
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